I went out with my parents and just when i thought i was okay, my mum said "Ask you go study liao." This sentence makes me know that she has not get over the situation yet, just like me. I bet my father too.
My ego is high as fuck. Not only does this sentence hit me hard, the way people look at me hit me hard too. I mean, when i saw someone i know in my uniform, i will feel that they are thiking about something. I will have "Script" in my head though lol. Sometimes or even most of the time i wish theres a hole in the floor so that i can hide myself from them. Not saying going ITE isn't good, i just can't get over it.
Not saying my scars is my biggest regrets, http://bloodredscarx.blogspot.sg/2016/10/what-i-regret-most.html because studying in ITE seems to be the one now..
You never know how i feel unless you're me or have an ego as high as me.
There's a few time where i would bring my own home clothes out because i'm going out after school.
The first time was during the first few months of studying in ITE because i'm going to Chua Chu Kang with friends.
The second time is when i was going to buy food in Jurong Point. I actually don't have to 多此一举 and bring clothes out but because of that reason stated above, i brought it out and change before buying food home.
The only time i don't bring home clothes out with me is when i'm lazy or suddenly wanna buy things after school at Jurong Point.
I know i will NOT get over this until i FINALLY graduated from ITE. I just can't wait for all these to be OVER. But i will keep going because he's my "only reason" and my motivation.💙
The start is a regret. The process is a regret. But the ending is definitely not a regret.
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