When u are not close with someone else but....


As you can see from the topic, you should know that I'm going to write about someone that I am not close with but she did something to me but we are still friend. You may think it is childish and lame to post this but for me I feel that it is so hurtful and irritating,  For this whole post "C" will represent the person that I'm writing about, 

This had to start when "C" is still with her group of friends. This happened during recess when my friends and I were on our way to queue for our food until "C" came towards us and suddenly BEAT MY SIDE SHOULDER AS HARD AS POSSIBLE just because she was happy. ( I did asked her, not anyhow say. ) At the moment, there was already tears in my eyes but i just did not let it fall because people may think that I'm weak and people will ask what happened and blablabla. What I'm actually frustrated about this is that she is not accidentally but purposely and worse is her reason for beating me! After this, my friend asked me if I'm okay because she saw it and of course without second thought I said I'm okay for not letting her to continue asking. So we continue to queue for our food and went to our table to eat and act like nothing happen. After recess we went back to class and continue the lessons for that day... Until one day she apologized to me ( I forgotten when but i remember she did. ) and I forgave her but did not forgot what she did to me! You must be thinking why i did not forgot this issue, the reason is because she is the first one that beaten me so hard yet so HAPPY LAUGHING AND ACT LIKE THERE IS NOTHING HAPPEN AND CONTINUE TO QUEUE FOR HER FKING FOOD. Like i said, she apologized, I forgave, and this eventually be an past tense issue. 

But this story is not yet end!

Not only me that dislike her but also her group of friends because they left her and after that she IMMEDIATELY CAME TO US ( MY FRIENDS AND I ) TO JOIN US FOR RECESS AND THE DAY. I am not saying she cannot join us but we are NOT EVEN CLOSE TO HER and having friends leaving her does not give her any reasons to join us... WE ARE NOT BACK UP FRIENDS!!!! 

You thought that they are your friends? STOP DREAMING. You think that i like u? STOP THINKING. I admit that I like u and treat u as friends sometimes but whenever i think of the issue, I HATE YOU TO THE MAX and thinking of that issue, I ONLY TREAT U AS CLASS/SCHOOL MATES. 

I just hope that u know I'm saying u when u are reading this or even though you are not reading this, i hope that u remember what u did to me because I WILL REMEMBER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. 

Even though we have some happy moments together but when you saw another friend, you will immediately leave me one side and laughing happily with your other group of friends but its okay. 
Even though you kept on saying the same thing because u KIAMENG people attention and caring but its okay.

Moral ; I still will treat you as my friend but whenever I thought of this issue I will treat you as my foe and the person I HATE. 


                                                           








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